beside me
Each has their own smell and vibration
Guides intermingle varying the speaking
touch
A room alone can be crowded
A crowded room stifling with movement unseen
Each drifting forward within ones aura to help and guide
whispers touched ones soul
oh how we hear
oh how we ignore
Touched by the Angels we walk on
Another:
To sing the song of the soul
a chorus of angels harmonies
I close my eyes shining my souls song
My being sours within me touching within all things
Hearing the souls song of connection
Expanding rippling forever on
till its heard yet not and on it goes
A continuum of all things
Breathe into your soul and lift your being singing
We touch
Another:
Within my heart you walk
Forever felt we touch from the other side of the world
Our eyes have never looked into each others
Yet I see you all the time
I hear your joy, your laughter and your tears
My hand softly touching your shoulder, you are never alone
Step into my heart dear one, you are welcome
I used to be so alone with a hard shell around my heart
Now she shines with love and beauty
So many are there touched heart to heart.
I think its getting crowded yet when I look again its expanded
Another:
My eyes are heavy stinging, yet am loath to leave
your company a shinning blessings as we share
yet my head needs that soft pillow quietly persistently calling to me
As my mind drifts to dreams softness
each of you dance in my flowing
what a gift to share, to touch another like this
how rich we are, eyes forever looking
Another:
Standing at the edge of the abyss
Darkness wrapped round me
I feel my toes hanging over
Small stones falling down
I idly watch their decent into nothingness
I want to throw my head back and wail my pain and despair
Joining the chorus of those before each wail still resounding
Like the winds of time the wails of ages seer here
each foot engraved in the soil
each soul rendering scream of agony sung into the darkness
each that stepped off fallen never to recover
each body laying still below
how many eyes we see with nothingness in them
How many broken battered shattered ones walking out there
How many times in our lives do we come to this place
Till we stand no more
I have stepped off this abyss
Who held me from the fall?
I looked down into the nothingness looked down under my feet
no earth was there just the air of the breath of those before
I stayed there with nothing under me not caring if I fell
till the time when I turned and walked on
Each step as painful as walking on shattered bones
each breath labored struggling ripping ripples fighting its way into my lungs
My souls songs that held such bliss such singing
now shrouded in pain anguish wails of agony
the air I breath fire to my lungs each breath agony
knowing I have to take another after this
my eyes look round trying to grasp beauty healing something
yet each touch unbearable shudders
But we take that breath even in its shallowness
we walk that step on shattered legs
we open our eyes to the pains within us
we walk on once more
Another:
quietly i sit watching you sleep the rise and fall of your chest
my eyes slowly travel every inch of your face etching it into my memory
i want to feel that exquisite breath mingling with mine as lips touch
just the lightest of touches the depth of feeling
as i watch you i let my mind go free allowing longings flowing round me
my eyes open half amongst dreams sweet touch inhaling you
long ago of memories stirred reawakened
the growling the wolf enhanced within the woman as she smells her man
the footfall walking to his trail scenting to his being
will he know or will he take flight in fright will he know me as he dreams his dreams
will he see me as nightmare threatening or will he feel the woman awakened
standing on your bed feet to feet the wolf looks at her man laying there
feet ether side she sniffs his being from foot to head she stands above him
woman wolf flowing to each swirling energy
the wanting the urging burning from her eyes....
is this the man she claims as mate or just the richness of man
she curls beside him watching over him on his dreams travels..
till morn touches his being calling him back she walks softly away
This one, was left by Auroara,
By and Unknown Author
I bow to the tears of joy and beauty
Tinged with lingering sorrow
Each word spoken glowed
Touched with angels breath
Sent to your sleep
What awaits you there
I wait with baited breath
Till we sit once again
auroara:
My breath touches your ear lightly
My words for you whispering into your being
Weaving loves desires, souls touchings, souls singing
How my heart sees you reflected in my eyes
Watching yours looking into me speaking your love
Touch so gentle my being shimmers humming to your presence
Each kiss a moan for my being drawn to you
Longing to reach in the depth of passion
Claiming you to me my mate
A love remembered
Love newly discovered
Just one smell of you brought my being alive once again
Now I shimmer alive
Mine eyes drawn to yours....
Just to see you oh to see you
Each time takes my breath away
auroara:
You whisper love me love me
My heart shoots in response blowing me away
That rush surging in my being roaring to you
Wanting to pull you to me devour you with love
Yet seeing the man standing there
Stepping to you pressing against you longing for that first kiss
your hands in mine timeless moments caught in a breath
another:
sometimes I get lost in the downs of life.....
each time I raise myself another hurdle catches me
I struggle trying to make it through wondering if this is going to be the breaking point
yet seeking the gentlest motioning forward.....
I find I cant raise my eyes to the skies no more ....
the ground or waist high is all I can manage....
my shoulders curled the weight to much.....
as much as I am this....
I straighten breathing in softly...
bypassing the burdens....
Bypassing my aching sore pain filled body....
breathing till my eyes look to the sky....
breathing its freedom its beauty.....
each time I get knocked so far back, there before me is you.....
not just your words.....
your beauty, warmth and strength ...
that hand reaching out for mine....
quiet comfort and hope shine in me again as I breath till I feel ...
till I walk as me once again .
I feel so lost so alone, I know I am not, I know I am so loved....
I feel like I am saying I.. I ...I ... all the time....
I feel selfish....needy....depressing....
yet I breathe in giving myself permission to speak how things are....
to not hide but be true to, me I guess, and to you
auroara:
I looked to the stars so bright and asked for his love this night
I once found a love so true for but a moment of time
Now mine eyes I shield from the nights sky
Hiding beneath his guiding eye
Afraid to wish, call, hope or dream
Listening to voices so far away whose hearts have been lead astray
Lost people looking for beauty's bindings
Perfection within a smile a touch a body
We are all lost in our own trappings
Each to his own short fallings
Some blaming others some turning on themselves
If love is within a dream then there you must stay
If your love you find in the shinning of the day
True to eyes that don't look away
That follow the honour that is spoken
Then there you will find me walking
I will offer my hand to you
Don't take it if you cant be true
Don't speak those words to me if you cannot be what you fess to be
For I don't have eternity
I am just this time earth bound
Another:
each breath tingling against my skin
that caress of breath that speaks your lips so close
how i long to turn to you
be enveloped into your arms
into your heart where i belong
how i wish to open my heart to you
to show you my beauty there
to dance in lovers embrace free
when when will i be free to love again..
i smell the man you are
your strength the beauty there
your heart so rich so deep welcoming me calling mine waiting
speak to me on breaths love..
speak my name to you
call me on raptures shudderings until i am yours again
auroara
quietly i sit watching you sleep the rise and fall of your chest
my eyes slowly travel every inch of your face etching it into my memory
i want to feel that exquisite breath mingling with mine as lips touch
just the lightest of touches the depth of feeling
as i watch you i let my mind go free allowing longings flowing round me
my eyes open half amongst dreams sweet touch inhaling you
long ago of memories stirred reawakened
the growling the wolf enhanced within the woman as she smells her man
the footfall walking to his trail scenting to his being
will he know or will he take flight in fright will he know me as he dreams his dreams
will he see me as nightmare threatening or will he feel the woman awakened
standing on your bed feet to feet the wolf looks at her man laying there
feet ether side she sniffs his being from foot to head she stands above him
woman wolf flowing to each swirling energy
the wanting the urging burning from her eyes....
is this the man she claims as mate or just the richness of man
she curls beside him watching over him on his dreams travels..
till morn touches his being calling him back she walks softly away
Day wakens light dims the darkness from my eyes
Pulling myself from dreams embrace
Dragging me away from your arms as images fade
Body heavy, as lightness settles within once again
My heart beats once again singularly an aloneness from the warmth of yours
Dreading opening my eyes when such beauty was there before
Now the opening reality of life's day to day walking
My lips long to taste yours to feel your breath with mine
My heart twists and turns in agony not feeling yours beating with mine
My breast shy away from the encasements that keep me from you
To lay your head upon my breast to feel your echoing of my beating heart
The rise and fall of each breath taken in beauty for your being there
To see your eyes taking in who I am seeing my beauty in your loving eyes
To see you looking up at me snuggled there where my love should be
Oh to see you looking back at me
If its only to be in dreams embrace, I want to sleep wrapped warm in your love
My eyes not looking to the day but back over my shoulder to nights embrace
auroara:
I weep and weep inner tears no droplets fall
Flooded rivers of sorrow that keep ebbing and swaying
I don’t know where to turn what to do
Unsettled spinning lost
Each step I take feels like a wall hit sending me staggering again
My eyes try to see, my heart shines her best
Everything crumbles round me
Each time I stand to face reeling from each blow
Till my eyes look from so far away
I inch on not giving ground straightening, forever straightening
When I feel I cannot go on there before me a wonder
A word a helping hand the kindness of love filled eyes
At my lowest you wrote to me, my eyes filling with tears that would not fall
I read your love the beauty you are held in the vulnerability of your walk
I see your struggle your inching forward your courage
I see how I feel walking beside you
I get to be the best of who I am
I watch you fill with love oh so beautiful and I shine oh I shine
I feel its beauty filling me till the pain eases away
How rich I am to have you walking beside me
Looking with eyes filled with love a reflection of Love
auroara: your presence taken away, yet you never leave my heart
each word you speak shines who you are
your touch an angels breath shimmers as we see you
how treasured these times we share each around the world we sit
our hearts touch as we walk this plain
souls soaring in gentleness
auroara:
Love broke my heart till she could no longer accept it to her
It shattered my dreams till all that was there was filled with pain
I believed love could conquer all yet I watched it shatter and fall
Some would say then this was not the one for you
Yet how can ones heart believe that true
When he fills your eyes till they see no other
When your heart sings for him filled with her beauty and love
When my body turns reaching for him longing for him to be in her arms once again
Years pass as I try to heal but dreams shattering I am lost within
When walking reality its so harsh an empty toned bell
I long for my softness and beauty restored
Seeking calling wailing laments haunted strands ripped and torn in me
My body numb rejected twisted curled as I walk on
Each step tortured breath burning my being
My eyes looking to the future empty of hope
I called, how do you regain, dreams a belief that was my hearts desire
How do you regain hope, eyes that melt with beauty from within
There before me offered was love not of one but of many
My heart filled with the beauty once again till my eyes shone
When love was spoken my heart still twisted and I ran from it
Still I could not dream my eyes empty to the future
An emptiness I did not believe in love nor hope
Yet this morning my heart, dreams and hope healed
Reading another's writings
I read his love never ceasing his belief in love and hope
As tears fell pouring from my heart filled with rainbow
I watched my heart heal once again, felt her completeness
I feel my belief in love once again restored
I feel my eyes look to the future soft with dreams love and hope
And I breath feeling my beauty complete each breathe restored
auroara: this on was written about Amaleheart's poems...he touched my heart felt like he could see in me till i could no hold the words back any longer
My heart ached and screamed her pain held tight battered and scared
I looked at poems shared by one so beautiful
He wrote as if he had looked in me, my pain, my longing
I sat stunned reading wondering could he see me?
My heart yearned to speak her beauty to whisper the love held there
So I wrote my pain for mine eyes only, I wrote my hearts longing
Till the day I too could share my hearts words
How I missed his writings as his life took another turn
But I felt the man I had never met on the other side of the world
His words were not here to read but I heard his hearts speaking
So long I waited to speak my joy, his words spoke to my heart
My heart answered till I could stand it no longer and wrote them
Once again his words are there, this time I sit beside him
Do we know how we effect another, do we know what they meant to us
We may never meet face to face but our hearts touch and speak
auroara:
Woman..
Inner strength bowing to the winds of change....
growing straight and true...
shucking what holds her down, turns her inside out...
no longer will she walk bent and beaten...
straightening to her truth and beauty...
walking talking singing dancing sharing caring...
all that was will be again
Woman of womb nurtured goddess
walk within your power, walk within your honour...
walk within your love, your inner strength
walk your truth, creative awakenings
step to your beauty the knowing that is you
awaken sisters of light and love, awaken to the wonder that is you
awaken to your passion, awaken to your knowing
listen to who you are, listen within
Reach out to the ones in need, walk side by side
help them when they stumble, rejoice when they glow
share your knowledge , love and healing
help others to grow within love and light
awaken the little children nurture their spirits their hearts their beings
show them the beauty, the knowing, the strength that they are
nurture their creativity their love and compassion
show them by who you are, how you are, by deeds and actions
stand beside them to lean on when they need you
step aside with love when it is time for them to be free
rejoice dear sisters of light rejoice with who you are
look to the power within you look and you will see
look to the sister beside you know you both are free
we twist and turn inside out, grinding from one thing to another
we shun those that love us our pain so deep, not able to speak
our eyes to sore and tired to look anymore, yet we stare and lament till our throats are sore
curled like a baby into our pain, our words turning on us again
not knowing what to do, not being able to do it even if we did
with bowed head we drag ourselves along, till bit by bit we become stong
all those that stood beside us so long
are there to love us as we walk on shaken legs
just one day one hour on moment at a time...
auroara: these were some of my pain and healing
I once knew a love that shined so bright
My heart aches to look upon it
Now my eyes close to the night sky
To beloved moon who heard my words of love
He who carried love safe unto my arms
My eyes ach as my heart each time mine eyes are raised
So I shun from his sight scuttling about my life
Hidden, cloaked moving among mists the place of between
I knew a heart stoned in pain, ripped and gouged the deepest wounds
Beaten and abused recoiling upon herself till the barest of light shone
Numb to life love beauty and color
Filled with fear, anger, self loathing and hatred
The look of love shaded black continuous attack
Invisible to the world
I knew the heart as mine
I know a heart so warm and deep that glows its beauty
Words sing their beauty there where lips tremble melting
She longs to sing to his heart there walking in the shadows
She wants to reach out to him bringing him to her
To rest within her loving bosom nestled in loving warmth
Each step forward her fear brings her back
Stretching her hand extended wishing his to hold
She sings alone echoing her trembling emergence
